I don’t know how to speak about your sunshine,
those thoughts of you are so dim these days.
I wish your voice was more like thunder
and in the aftermath I’d see your rays.
Who would’ve guessed what our love would be.
I was so proud to stand in your rain,
regardless of the pain it’d bring.
Drowning myself to be your biggest fan.
I would’ve followed you anywhere,
but you ran.
Maybe I should leave, let life unfold and set you free.
I was so sure it was you,
so I let things be.
And the longer we stayed together, the more clouds would move in and
fill you with such gleam.
I’ve fallen from that high
when it was all a lie
and you were so different from me.